[Intro: Capital C]
Ok
Are pain our story our sunshine and all of the Rain yeah
Cap C Kruize
Just spend a day in my shoes
[Verse One: Capital C]
I don't get these motherf**as trynna Criticize
Cause none of these people have to live to My life
Even tho I keep it real and I never lied
I'm the one you people choose to despise
I never realize why
These people try hard to make me cry
I never care cause these motherf**as was Never there
What you know about your friends doing bad sh**
And you only did it just so you can fit in
What you know bout not having a father Figure
Having your mom trynna pain you the Picture
What you know about seeing fights and n***as pulling knifes
And n***as losing they life
I knew that sh** was never right
What you know about people dissing all of Your music
Cause you speak about something real and Nothing that's stupid
Life is too short for a n***a to hate
Throw shade
And hold grudges
Cause sooner or later it's fade away
Like a shot
You n***as put me down
But look who's at the top
This will never stop
Even if you n***as think I'm not hot
Imma keep doing the hip-hop
Real sh**
I just want people to just off my dick
I only let yall see what I want yall to see
So that means that nobody will know me
I need drama in my life so I can make music
I been there I done that
I'm trynna help y'all through it
Yes I hung with the wrong crowd
Always saying im down
The only habit that I kept was smoking the Loud
And n***as wonder why I keep grinning Cause I'm losing right now
But soon Imma be winning
Soon or later caps gonna be moving on to Better sh**
How the f** can you people judge me with No evident
I grew a cold heart
Now nothing bothers me
Because people talk but they don't really see Me
Like if I do molly
And what's my favorite hobby
You n***as don't even have facts you just Say probably
I know how to apply the rules of chess to Reality
I got my moves planned out so just wait and See
When you die that's when people will miss You
The lord know I have issues
Use the beat as a tissue
Blacks hates blacks
And whites get along
They make business
While we can't even sing the same song
Without starting a brawl
Now tell me am I wrong?
My life been f**ed up way before I could Crawl
I used to get abusive
I don't put that sh** out there to get Views
I only put that sh** out there to get to you
For the people with the same problems who Don't know what to do
I found music
As my answer to the pain
Even when I got jumped that day
And I was flat on my face
It didn't k** me so im getting stronger Everyday
n***as got sh** to say but don't even know
Yes I smile in your face then go back to my Hell hole
That I call home
So understand me that I never had a plan B
My life's f**ed up but I'm still here for my Family
Could give a f** about a Grammy
Rest in peace granny
No matter how many times that I got beat
I never see defeat
But that's just me
But y'all still hate me
I don't want y'all to love me
This is what the world's like
But when you don't care about a thing you live a happy life
[Verse Two: Jephtah]
Decision we got to choose
But I don't got much to loose
It's like the snooze bu*ton
Got pressed and then stayed down
Looking around for a safe house
With a couch
That isn't loud
Can't chill with people running they mouth
Wondering how
They boys got touched
With the .44
Sending goons to hit you soon as you was Walking through the door
Then send another to clean it up like its a Common chore
Come to find another talking
I guess they want some more
But wait a minute
Come look at it from my view
Can't tell who's a snake and who's not
Don't know what to do
Who's who
So confused
Just Trynna get the cheese no blue
I wanna go back to the day when I'm eating Soul food
Nowadays we do anything for the money
People laugh but it's not funny
If you got a little bread they make you Bounce like Bugs Bunny
Sometimes I can't even sleep
Cause the sound of the jeep engine
More then a couple of screeches
And I believe this with my whole soul
The thing that makes the world go round Spins it out of control
In a black hole
There's no more cause too many people Needed to be whole
I speak the truth and that's me Kruize Kontrol