[Verse]
Let me tell you bout a boy who was lost
Was working with all his feelings and still considered a boss
And I was light, heavy whenever I see the Mic
I started speaking the truth and something was feeling right
I know its simple, honestly I lived a couple pimples, I lost a dimple
A target but I dodged a couple missiles and
Just tell me what I'm getting in
I need a circle of bosses to split my dividends lets begin
To look inside of my vault
When the earthquake swear I feel it in fault
They saying its a test and I'm waiting for results
I'm too plain come and add a little salt for me
So, I just need you to talk to me
I'm in the corner all alone where the darkness be
And if I get a little honestly
I may be back to square one and that's too hard for me
Law
[Hook]
This is my vice living this life I try to fight yo x3
[Verse]
I seek forgiveness for my many sins
And when I think about my vices they just drag me in
My odds stacked but I'm feeling like I'm born to win
And I'm sorry for the way I disrespect my kin
It's a bloody war I'm facing
My actions always making a fool of all statements and making me more complacent but
I know there a way for us
To climb out all these inhibitions find a way to trust
I talk patience to be honest I stay in a rush
A king of cards but lacking in my royal flush
I'm getting old If you with me please clear off the dust
It's request but I hope you know this is a must
I need help when I scream everybody hush
And why nobody talking to me man I'm bout to bust
Look, I know I lied, I cheated, and barely cried some promises ain't survive and yea isn't all
Open your eyes and you understand life a facade
Raw
[Hook]
[Verse]
This is my vice living this life I try to fight
It ain't right, but I'm used to living wrong
I tried to share a few confession on this little song
Instead acting like I'm always tryna rap it strong
I caught myself living by the book
Cause in my life I needed structure always gettin shook
I can't sing, can't ball, no I can't even cook
So let rap with some hope that imma get a look
Now this the end and yea I been aware
That all these vices is reasons why I'm actin scared
I hope they don't consume me and I disappear
Cause I ain't leave a mark to even prove that I was here
But I would never succumb to fear, never give into devils
Never give into sinners, always gon climb these levels
Always be introspective while give out perspective
And living under my god I'll be protected lawright