In this holy emptiness
I am yearning
Searching for my bitterness
Got me learning
I can't beat you to feel the same
Don't have the knowledge
Enter a state of guilt and shame
Kind of bondage
When you came through that door
This was burning
When you came through that door
This was burning
I feel and I feel
And I fear
I fear that you will leave me
Is that forbidden feelings
I cry when you despise me
Is that a forbidden feelings
It hurts when you disgrace me
Is that forbidden feelings
Or am i just selfish
Loosing every grip i've got
You will leave me
I tried to show you another spot
So you'd believe me
Open eyes for what you like
Me they're closed for
I'm sorry for this view
I guess it's nothing to go for
When you walk through that door
This will bleed
When you walk through that door
This will bleed
I feel and I feel
And I fear
I fear that you will leave me
Is that forbidden feelings
I cry when you despise me
Is that forbidden feelings
It hurts when you disgrace me
Is that forbidden feelings
Or am i just selfish
I hate when you ignore me
Is that forbidden feelings
I cry when you despise me
Is that forbidden feelings
I fear that you will leave me
Is that forbidden feelings
Or am i just selfish
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Am i just selfish