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(Girl Singing sample)
[Verse 1: Callon B]
It just happened so fast I didn't see it coming
Pray I wake up in the morning just to see you bluffing
That you want me back, I can't even front
Told me you were done and now I ain't eating much
Everything I see reminds me just to think of you
And when I do I just want to have a drink or two
Maybe I'll forget for the time being
I'm not fine being out your life, the way I see it
We were meant to be, but I see you had a different plan
Hope I never see you with a different man
I mean I won't do sh**, I'm just saying, it would eat me alive
Never feeling sleepy at night you still keeping me up
Because I dread knowing that we won't be keeping in touch
I used to think about us maybe being in love
Now I think how it s**s you quit believing in us, man
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[Verse 2: Callon]
I want to send you a text but I probably won't
I want to talk so bad but you probably don't
And it k**s me as I write these lines
Choking up my words as I rap them each time
Remember when you said I meant the world to you?
Now I don't know what in the world to do
So happy on the holidays
When you got me those gifts and you couldn't wait
Just to give them to me, and I don't want to tell my mom just yet
She thought so much of you I don't want her upset
About the Christmas picture
It's on the mantel in a wooden fixture
You're so beautiful, now I'm picking at my cuticles
Smoking cigarettes, I'm dealing with a lot of inner stress
And I'm stronger than this but it's difficult
To do a damn thing besides sit and mope, I f**ing miss you
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