I swear to end this
I swear to end this now
I fade away, stacking day upon every f**ing day
I've lost myself in the blood of heavy f**ing April rains
Mistakes are made, regret the weight
Regret, this weight hangs one foot in the f**ing grave.
My back, a lifelong scaring. It never f**ing heals.
Through the sores of embedded f**ing knives
I suffer every day just to deal
My back, a lifelong scaring. It never f**ing heals.
Through the sores of embedded f**ing knives
I suffer everyday just to deal
I swear to end this now
Back pocket full of broken hearts and I don't feel a f**ing thing
I've tried to she'd this mark but I just can't shake it's f**ing stain
The Shards of this cut through this longing wrist
The shards of a broken heart cut through this longing wrist
I suffer everyday just to deal
I suffer everyday just to deal
I'm fighting everyday just to feel