I dressed myself for my own funeral tonight -- C'mon!
Tonight I drink myself into a f**ing coma
f** this sh** world, each day I am growing colder
Tonight intended to be the end of everything "me"
My blood is burning through my veins f**ing urgently
I'm decomposing and I'm not even dead
My body's breaking down until it is shed
My chest, a coffin, closed where you used to be
Time heals nothing, trust is so f**ed -- you're dead to me
Trust is so f**ed
Believing is just another word for self-defeat
Nothing you give will ever mean a f**ing thing
Disappointment is certain, and so I fall to my knees
I've been beat down by life with every breath I breathe
I'm decomposing and I'm not even dead
My body's breaking down until it is shed
My chest, a coffin, closed where you used to be
Time heals nothing, trust is so f**ed -- you're dead to me
I dressed myself for my own funeral tonight -- C'mon!
Night after f**ing night, knife at my throat
Endless f**ing tears for you, I've lost all hope