...And so I tried to do it all so perfect all my way, and I was stable
Then felt my mind and body start to sway, and so I knew that I was getting farther from complete
Then I threw myself down into defeat
I know You're powerful (even within my thinking)
I need direction - I can't ignore desire to be higher, closer to Your will
All confusion clears when I open up within
And so I lied and tried to pull myself out of the mess
And I had tied my hope up on the string of my distress
I started flying into the wind of sin that capture me
And started crying for You to get a hold of me
...Confusion clearing when I'm open bringing healing when I'm broken...