[Produced by Brooklyn Michelle]
[Intro]
Are you alone right now, Are you near your phone right now
Sometimes I wish you'd call, I just wanna hear your voice
And baby we stalled, I didn't wanna hear your choice
I know better than to call again, Than to fall again
I know better but I like to pretend that I don't know better
[Hook]
I know I've heard this, Don't make me feel worthless
No, I'm not worthless, I'm hurting
You said how dare I question your love
How dare I think I'm less than above your preference for life on the edge
And it's tough to truly believe this' what your dreaming of
You said I doubted you, I was so proud of you
Anxiously waiting so patient for you
Waiting for the day that you truly come through
But you're all talk and no walk, Left me astonished
Maybe I knew all along, I just wanted you to prove me wrong
So tell me baby was it worth it
[Verse 2]
Most nights I can't fall asleep on my own
Sedated dreams got me refusing reality
Last night I thought it was the end of the road
As the walls are caving in and my heart rate keeps increasing
All the texture was one, Silky like you skin, blurred vision
Out of breathe, Tight chest, Can I give up yet
Mornings are getting harder, I'm mourning you're drifting farther
You don't want to lose me babe, but you already admitted that you can't stay
I don't want to lose you I love you so
I pray for the day that you never let go
You couldn't handle my nightmares, Who cares baby no one's looking
They'll never see the blood through the sheets, Baby please don't leave
Don't you ever forget me
[Hook]
[Bridge]
Is what you lost worth what you got
I ain't nobody's second damn thought
Don't be asking me for one more shot
'Cause I already ate the bullet
[Outro]
Are you alone right now, like solitaire
I wish you would come home right now to your koala bear