I been navigating everything I walk through
Swallowing my wallows, cause I have no one to talk to
Say hello to happy, like f** I already lost you
I wear the opposite of pride like it's a costume
Humble hearted but heart beats off beat
I'm feeling like my blood's pumped a heavy wind within a monsoon
I'm going to make everything up to mom soon
Look a fly in his eye, tell him I could live inside a swamp too
I been following the wrong clues lately
Sign my life over like I'm Tom Cruise shady
Life's a crazy b**h, she ask me who my favorite is
Look at her and answer like "Not you, lady!"
I been serious. My delusions turn to deliriums
My name is next to the word "Paranoid" in the Merriams
Every time I confront my demons, I bury one
But I got as many as there's stones in an aquarium
The opposite of "barely drugged", tell you how my head feel
Been trying to balance it, my head is like a lead wheel
My birth in itself was the red pill
Ask me if I been enlightened, then ask Elvis if he dead still
Well was he? Yeah, I bet you that he was
Doctors got no sympathy for me, but got plenty of d**
Spew opinions like I haven't used my two pennies enough
Even in the matters that I know I've already discussed
Look at me like I'm a politician, y'all bet he corrupt
And that's the matter of the case, back up while I'm blasting back up into space