Harm reduction is karma bluffin'
Stuck between quitting and starting something
Feeling no beat at the heart of nothing
If there's a god, he's opposed to bizarre discussions
Common sense seems to reach too far to love it
The world's as low as it seems with the stars above it
Or under it, can't decide if my vantage point is correct
From where I'm standing when the point of view within it's hardened up. It's
Been a long time since that tissue starting scarring, unaware the start was pardoned
Apart from what I was guarded from
Targeting the garden of Eden, in theory where we started breathing
I'm the serpent that startled eve
I'm ashamed of what I've created, but I'm in too far to leave it
Completely lost in regards to what I believe in
I've got a target, but I've started not to see it
When heart is heartless, it's harnessed to stark defeat in
The center of everything that's not far from discarded meaning
Lately I've been too sorry to father reason
Or maybe not, but I'm far too startled to greet it
Cause reason and I'll be martyrs of our diseases
Start releasing in part through cathartic sequence
I think that maybe I'm part of a larger being
Commit to Dharma in the dark, it's hard to breath in
But I often disregard it, I'm lethargic as a fiend is
Seen as weakness when I cease to speak
But there's genius in my double helix, beneath a layer of grief
Finding peace is only one stage of relief
That stage is on the front page for the week, as I sleep