[Verse 1]
What I hear and what I see
I react unwisely
Either I let go or I take in
I leave out or I go in
Heart's shattered, torn, battered
They feed misery to me, like a fixed platter
Afflicted damage to the wound after
I'm in dark times, that I mourn
Have a hollow mind, got my thoughts plastered
Agonized me 'till I'm lost, scattered
All my happiness is soon to rot
Don't you, release your thoughts
If I can't handle it, handle me
Do you even know my mentality?
I never get my words out!
I never understand what you say to me
Couldn't have taken worse routes, I like vanity
There's always a showdown
That's gotta go down
No one ever slows down
'Till the sand in the hourgla** drains out
I can't help but
Burst out, release all this anger
I'm always getting
Cursed out, but my response is a finger
I'm aware that I stomp mud
I catch when you throw shade
I look out for those I love
Everybody's always got their hands out
But no one's 'bout to get a handout
How's this foot when it's put down, huh?
[Hook]
This is what I hear, what I see
Please tell me, what defines peace
What's my mentality?
Can I, calm down and breathe
Lost mind, lost my mind
Bad time, in a bad part
How I react, that's how it starts
I would ease back, but to watch hurts
Mentality's, diverse
Mentality's, diverse
[Verse 2]
I repent, I get
I'ma regret on this
I'm resentful, bent-on
Intend to quit
I'm off the hinges
Prevent my mess, the act as bliss is
Fake yeah, it's the state I'm in
I grieve on this, I've fiened and it's been
A twist and turn, A bumpy ride
I've learned that I'm, none of your concern
'Round here, I'm at the edge of the coast
If I could rewind the clock, bet all of this goes
Turning gears, it is eeriest, here it's just
Incapacity, so unbalanced be, automatically
Acting callous, feed off of everything
Just threw me to the side though
I'ma return the favor on a side note
I want this stress gone, wanna calm down
I want to know where you all now?
Feel like I'm 'bout to bust, that's the fallout
All mixed-emotions, I'm all out
[Hook]
This is what I hear, what I see
Please tell me, what defines peace
What's my mentality?
Can I, calm down and breathe
Lost mind, lost my mind
Bad time, in a bad part
How I react, that's how it starts
I would ease back, but to watch hurts
Mentality's, diverse
Mentality's, diverse
[Verse 3]
They don't like the way I react
I don't like the way you kickback
Never watch your surroundings
Surrounded by distractions
Mind is untapped
No contact, lost that
Lost in impact, no traction
Light headed, head backwards
I told you, let's start over
But you over-looked our differences
Then crossed-over
I crossed the line, it's all over
You know where my minds at, my mindset?
Aware that, talkin' to me is nonsense
Since back then I've lost track
Everything's downhill, it's all happening
Too fast, all blur, my thoughts black
All inaccurate, livid after what
Happened, ain't adapting
Timid
I am going overboard
Please do not push my limits
Yeah, I'm emotionally upset
It's been a couple days since I actually have slept
Ah
[Hook]
This is what I hear, what I see
Please tell me, what defines peace
What's my mentality?
Can I, calm down and breathe
Lost mind, lost my mind
Bad time, in a bad part
How I react, that's how it starts
I would ease back, but to watch hurts
Mentality's, diverse
Mentality's, diverse