It's not for nothing but I've seen a transformation
Like I consider my happiness for the
First time in ages. You might say I'm off, but
It's the first time I'm feeling on. Don't worry
I still get dizzy in the usual situations. Most
People I know I've used as camouflage. I've
Circled myself with pretty people to hide who
I was. I won't miss them and they won't miss
Me. I'll tie in those loose ends, a string is
Just the thread to separation. I'll retire these
Old clothes to brace for a wardrobe that no
One knows. Don't worry, I still get dizzy in
The usual situations. But it's those instances
I have used to ground me on occasion