[Intro] C Rhythm [?] [Verse 1] First off, I wanna apologize for every time I made my mama cry All the nights she protected me from homicide All the bad names I called you when you blink in the [?] Bless me over and over again The more he bless me, the more I will sin, uh bruh Guess I was moving too fast in the wind You got tired and put my a** in the pen Now I'm looking at the past, thinking bout the future Asking for another chance if the feeling's mutual Protect me in the streets when the times got crucial When n***as slung on you made me blind to the shooters And I'm all alone and I'm calling on you daily Asking for forgiveness and I'm asking you to save me Protect my old lady, don't stress my T lady You and I know how much I miss my seven babies Hey God, I'm sorry but I was living crazy Blinded by my wealth and I swear to you I was lazy So you touched my health and you gave me a sickness Got it when I start selling and I wasn't born with it That's why I feel that way So what I'm saying, I'm keeping it real today And I hope you understand and I'll be healed today I know you hear me when I cry to you I quit it, ain't f**ing with it, I know you hurt when I lie to you [Hook]: I'm sorry I see why you chained me I see why you angry I see why I'm locked down Look what I got now Not too many too call on I feel like it's all gone But God, I'm sorry (sorry, sorry) I see why you chained me I see why you angry I see why I'm locked down Look what I got now Not too many too call on I feel like it's all gone [Verse 2] And I was lost in the whirlwind, now I'm sorry Five different baby mamas should've been O'Malley Staying up all night, smoking purp' for hours Can't even get my a** up for church a couple hours
Doing all kinds of sh**, beefing with the enemy In and out the hospital on that strong lean Looking at the phone ring, knowing it's my AT Knowing that she tryna pray for me but I don't accept it Now I'm selfish, not to others, but myself Cause I'm feeling like nobody knows my struggle, just my wealth But that was then and this is now And if you give me another chance God, man I promise I'm a make you proud [Hook] I'm sorry I see why you chained me I see why you angry I see why I'm locked down Look what I got now Not too many too call on I feel like it's all gone And God, I'm sorry (sorry, sorry) I see why you angry I see why you angry I see why I'm locked down Look what I got now Not too many too call on I feel like it's all gone [Verse 3] God, I'm sorry This is my story, my story, look here Lord, I'm Corey and this is my story See what mama told me, papa didn't show me Cause he was a street dude, and just into preludes Say he was gon' save who? That's why I created you Nobody debating you, I fall on my knees now I know you created me but I'm hated by street cops I'm just trying to get mine but they won't let me See where I live at there's nothing like heaven Cause one day the setback, my future is destined But I got a question, do you see Kevin? I miss my brethren and maybe I'm hopeless Got too many sins or I'm too deep in this dope sh** Stay high just to cope with, my life is so open It's too late for choking but I gotta keep smoking If you all out of tokens, just send for my soul Just remember I'm sorry but this world is so cold [Outro] World is so cold, cold C Rhythm [?] World is so cold, cold