Wait for a day when youre not relevant to the past
Im playing, Im playing
And its not a game when you know that your chances are slim
For winning, youre winning
In all honesty you are undercutting everybody
Lean on the door youre the easy find theyre looking for
In all honesty youre a mess
In my mind I guess I am a volunteer
The scientist in you is resting except somethings wrong
And everyone around our table, in hushed voices says
Its too late, shes already gone
Yes its a shame but youre missing the point I am fine
Reliving, reliving
And yes Im ashamed but the milestone is wandering far
And Im running, still running
Matter of fact youre the bible with a violent impact
Matter of fact you are blind
In my mind I guess I am a volunteer
Here out of choice
In my mind I guess I am a volunteer
Screaming with no voice
My spade is heavy lord I cannot dig anymore
Im in for another win, pick up your cards off the floor
And Im feeling the pull to the door, to the door
To the draw
In my mind I guess I am a volunteer
In my mind I guess I am a volunteer