[Verse 1: Big Flock]
I been trying cry my pain away
But I swear them sh**s ain't even trying to fade away
And I just pray that I won't go insane today
Cause I did some sh** that I know I can't erase away
Do anything if I could see my brother
No matter what I can't seem to stay out of trouble
I do not owe no motherf**er but my mother
She the only one who tried to get me out that gutta
My father is my life and he fighting for his life
And all my life I was fighting for what was right
Stick with my brothers even when they wrong or right
I been in the dark I'm trying to come to the light
Just want to live aight
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[Verse 2: Big Flock]
sh** f**ing me up they say my n***a snitching
I keep fussing with my b**h cause she won't stop the b**hing
She want more time with her then I do in the kitchen
I know my daddy pissed cause I won't even listen
Cause he told how to move but I still end up in prison
He told me watch these n***as but I ain't keep my distance
But now I see the affect of that back burner
Just to keep myself intact I gotta keep that burner
I swear I know a lot but I promise you I'm still learning
Gotta keep myself from the f** sh** that's re-accuring
It's sad with my gang I gotta take memberships
But that's what happen when they ain't living this life I live
That's how it is
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