[Chorus: Big Ax-D & Kez]
I wanna live like i've dreamed, I wanna live like you've seen
I wanna live all my dreams, my dreams
I take a look at my life, I took at look at how she's been
I wanna live like a king, a king
This world is f**ed up, hatred and anger
This world is consumed by racists and ba*tards
Why is it that I just cannot leave my world?
[Verse 1: Kez]
Now I can sing and I will tell you this:
All of you can go to f**ing hell, you pricks
Now I don't wanna put a downer on this sh**
But i've took so many downers as the hours f**ing tick
I thought too hard about my fate in this sick world
Am I destined to rap, all this hate that i've been served?
It's always been the same, but now the joke's getting old
I'm sick of all the self-loathing being centerfold
I'm a depressed guy, anyone who gets my
Music will not need to be told this, but I get by
Every track we make about this sh**, we're left with less time
Scream "f** the world", but can't forget mine
Think we're the most annoying? Nothing is worse
Than being judged by the f**ing scum of this world
Shock you as lightning strikes, thunderous words
f** this, I am f**ing done with this world
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I, I, I love myself, love myself
I want to kiss myself, kiss myself
I, I, I hate myself, hate myself
I want to k** myself, k** myself
[Verse 2: Big Ax-D]
I'm destroyed, i'm annoyed, i'm enjoying it
But i'm not in love, and I miss those
Days where I could just live for you, girl
But since I moved away I ain't got sh** for you
But who cares? I destroyed my life
And I built it up, so I won't press rewind
Just a time in life when I couldn't realise
What time it was, and I messed up!
Put me in a gas-mask and give me a task that involves fire
I'm burning my feelings, b**h, you need me
I'm not gonna lie, I need you too
What kind of life if my lie is true?
And I almost died three months ago, sh**
I need to keep bottles away from me
Cause I don't wanna go, at least not yet
Cause I have far to go, Big Ax-D!
[Chorus]
[Verse 3: Kez]
Yeah, it's a familiar track, you f**ing know the tone
I live by myself, that's how I want it, so alone
All I know in life is music and my golden throne
But realise; even the royalty get overthrown
The drums from Ax's hard beats align with my heart beat
The most annoying ever to have formed a camaraderie
You can't stop me, though you were the one to start me
Now it kind of feels like i'm restarting
Asking "How come every time I make a song, it just gets hated on?"
I've been asking it for years, nothing really changed a lot
I'm tortured, by visions of idiots who ignore this
My world is a hell that even Satan would be awed with
And i'm not trying to play the constant victim spouting contradictions
But this suffering kid has just got a f**ing monster in him
It's just a vision, watching your world from a distance
Living in my world, but hey, really what's the difference?
[Chorus]