What is the f**ing point in all of this? All I ever have are questions with no goddamn answers. Its boring to live, sad to laugh, and difficult to love. Disappointment has always been there for me. I have never held my breath for something good to come around. Let's just face it.. it doesn't matter how hard I try.
Its never gonna end up the way I pictured it. Now you ask me.. What was my f**ing point in all of this? I am just sick of it all. Goddamn me. For everything dies. All that we know, all that we see, all of those we love, all of its gone