[Sample: Memoryhouse - Modern, Normal]
Took some pills in your room
Caught an empty chill from all the
Fevers you are dreaming around
Made a choice to feel new
Let this aging skin fill in
The cracks that you are peeling away
[Hook]
I just want the real you
This sh** got me numb baby (this sh**'s got me numb)
So I can't even feel you (so I can't even feel you)
Can't you see what I've become lately (can't you see what I've become)
She said it's gonna k** you (said it's gonna k** you)
Talkin' to me like I'm crazy (talkin to me like I'm crazy)
I know this prolly k**s you (talkin to me like I'm crazy)
But I don't think that you're the one
That wack sh** that wack sh**
Yeah always on that wack sh**
Loyalty is everything engraved on the knife that you stabbed me in the back with
These rappers and these actors
That's why we don't be on that rap sh**
These a**holes and these wack hoes
Who that girl
Oh that b**h
Look with an a** that could take your a**ets
f**ed in the house ten times
But she never even seen my mattress
Let me address the fact that you don't even have an address
Add to that you're on a ride and you don't even know where you're crashing
So she
[Sample]
Took some pills in your room (cause she don't wanna go to sleep)
Caught an empty chill from all the (I know)
Fevers you are dreaming around (I know)
Made a choice to feel new (she's over me)
Let this aging skin fill in (she knows)
The cracks that you are peeling away (she knows)
[Hook x1]
She needs help trippin' cause I might go find someone else
Well tell her I found somebody
Tell her I found myself
I'm a huh yeah so what
I take M's you take L's
And I'm tangled in her hell
I don't say this sh** cause it just might sell
Takin' this sh** just to slow my fears
So when they say I'm dope they have no idea
High ain't nobody low out here
A lotta abuse behind the flow ya hear
b**h I go all year
And I don't mean to stunt
But I'm a f**ing mess
Won't you come clean it up
[Sample x2]
[Sample: Amy Winehouse - Love Is A Losing Game]
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is losing game
One I wished I never played
Oh what a mess we made
I can give a f** bout your ill watch
These some crazy times
I'm in this house takin' sips out of Amy's wine
I always feel like I'm a day behind
Reservations at the 27 club
I ain't tryna wait in line
Take it how you want to take it fine
f** it ba** but never base it on these basic minds
And I don't want to make it
I want to make it mine
Wasted time just to find out love was the greatest lie
So tell God I don't wanna interfere
I don't want to go to heaven if none of my friends are here
I'm the last of a dying breed so I'm tryna lead
They can't even afford to be as high as me
I just hope these sh**s is clean
Take the highs from the lows at a whole different speed
My team wanna intervene
Cash said slow down so I started sippin' lean don't worry
Blind fury got my eyes blurry
I heard they comin' for me
Tell them try and hurry
So when they say the flow comatose
Cause most the time I write this sh** I'm battlin' an overdose
Became a stranger to the people that I know the most
I ain't even Christian got me prayin' to the Holy Ghost
It's just a scene of an act we play
A fancy stage full of sinners and castaways
Hey and we live way past this day
To ever say we past away
No
We live way past this day
To ever say we past away
Back to black we fade
I'm faded
Baby I'm faded
And you made it
Tell you I'm faded
Hear it in my words I'm faded
Hear it in my motherf**ing words I'm faded
[Sample x1]