[Verse 1] I'm tryna make it fade away, make it fade away Seeming like nothing could ever, ever save the day, today I pray, I pray, I pray, that I'll feel a shift in something Currently I feel a feel, in nothing, everything make feel nothin' Something trifling when God decides to trifle with yo plans And all you can do is bleed your hurt through a pen A pad, a note sheet, as I type away at my notebook I don't look as I feel everything start to go bad Can I go back, can I go back, can it even be fixed Damn I'm fiending for a fix, to the mic I go Looking for the comfort you feel so usual Eluding, so quickly it goes, so sick of these hoes So sick of heartbreak, so sick it's a cold So sick in the summer, so sick of the winter
Thorn in my side, it' might be a splinter Pain fades when I look to you [Chorus] Can I go back, can I go back Can you take me where I was before Can I go back, can I go back It used to be so simple Hey Hey Hey Uh [Verse 2] Verse 2, I'm peering through looking gla** Tryna see when the hurt will pa** “You'll be okay very soon” looking a** Are you looking in my eyes man Tell me what that tell you I'm bugging and my own thoughts is eating me alive Being eaten alive, and I'm always sober I don't escape the way you do I'm sipping on a TruMoo, goal to stay tru-ue As to what, I really don't know sometimes As for now, I don't really know how I rhyme My mind is eating me alive I (echo) [Chorus]