Stop, Let my heart stop in my chest
Seize all my movements, choke it out
Life, fading again and again
Start your compressions, I'm blacking out
When I think about the road I walked, the person I became
I deserve this pain, I deserve this pain
I don't blame you for hating me
I don't blame you for anything
Let my heart stop in my chest
I've been sitting here signing my d**h wish
End of the f**ing line, no second chances here
Erase the past and plant a new seed
A vision of the future of the man i should be
Everything in me that I hate
Lay it to rest and rise above
In all my life I've never known how to be happy in my bones Sometimes I want to erase myself, but I'm strong enough to try again
I deserve this pain
I deserve this pain
Get these voices out of my f**ing head
I want to live, I want to live, I need to live
Erase the past and plant a new seed
A vision of the future of the man i should be
Everything in me that I hate
Lay it to rest and rise above
In all my life I've never known how to be happy in my bones Sometimes I want to erase myself, but I'm strong enough to try again