Stop, Let my heart stop in my chest Seize all my movements, choke it out Life, fading again and again Start your compressions, I'm blacking out When I think about the road I walked, the person I became I deserve this pain, I deserve this pain I don't blame you for hating me I don't blame you for anything Let my heart stop in my chest I've been sitting here signing my d**h wish End of the f**ing line, no second chances here Erase the past and plant a new seed A vision of the future of the man i should be Everything in me that I hate Lay it to rest and rise above
In all my life I've never known how to be happy in my bones Sometimes I want to erase myself, but I'm strong enough to try again I deserve this pain I deserve this pain Get these voices out of my f**ing head I want to live, I want to live, I need to live Erase the past and plant a new seed A vision of the future of the man i should be Everything in me that I hate Lay it to rest and rise above In all my life I've never known how to be happy in my bones Sometimes I want to erase myself, but I'm strong enough to try again