Living loudly, ears on eggshells
Stepping toe, to toe, to tone
I push through all the bullsh** blindly
I can rest when I'm home
Craved salvation from the outset
Trying to breathe it in
12 years of nothing that we tried so hard for
We'll deserve it when we're dead
Maybe it the words I said
Had some weight or worth there'd be an end
Written down, crossed out in pen
Fade from gold, fade from gold
The years took their toll and pulled the teeth out of my head
Salted the empty space, my eyes took the shade of red
I never slept at night. Kept my damage at the foot of the bed
I never slept at night. Kept my damage at the foot of the bed
The first time was gold
Living loudly, ears on eggshells
Stepping toe, to toe, to tone
I push through all the bullsh** blindly
Craved salvation from the outset
Trying to breathe it in
12 years of nothing that we tried so hard for
We'll deserve it when we're dead