[verse 1]
18 years, 18 years
I got much apprehension growin as the next stage nears
All the tools in my possession to deal with these fears
But i keep lookin to the time when i throw back after cheers
Cause im pumped but at the same time scared to leave home
I don't wanna end up burned bridges broke and alone
Wanna know that i can still hit y'all up on the phone
Cause the memories i got of y'all will never grow old
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And im wondering if i will ever make it to the top
But im also wondering if i will even get a job
Man i miss my fallen warriors wishin that they'd never gone
Please forgive me for the times
When i had ever done you wrong
And i get figures but i owe it to mother and father figures
I got many, go figure yo im just tryin to figure out
Why it's happenin, like what did i do to deserve this grace
If you feel the same way, let me hear you, let me hear you say
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Ohhhhh, ohhhhhhh
Singin how'd i get a chance to live life like this
Where i end every evening with a goodnight kiss
And a heartfelt hug to the ones i love
Singin thank you God for the things you've done
[verse 2]
So im sorry for the times when i was rude and selfish
When i was slave to my innermost cravings and i was helpless
Times when i didn't do or say the right thing
When i didn't listen to your words and did it my way
This an open letter written to the ones i love
Who are with me all the time and
Look past struggles that i came from
For the ones that have burned me
We move on together whole fam got the same jersey
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And so im wondering if i will end up marrying my girl
But im also wondering if we will even have a world
For our kids, yeah i wonder bout the lives they'll live
So i put my heart and soul into everything that i give
Cause i know that i don't deserve it
So my goal is to be a servant
Cause i owe it to my fam and my fans
And i owe it to my God everything that i can singin out like
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Cause i swear that im going somewhere with this
Whether top of the hits or perpetual bliss
When i get where im going hope our love goes on
Live long, stay strong, thank God through it all