(Verse 1)
Lately my heads been f**ed up
My mind's been messed up
Spinnin round and round but i can't stop
Thinkin how life would be
Why'd it have to be me
Suffering from depression
The thoughts are non stop obsession
Tryna come up with a good suggestion
Relationship was not progressing
Friends all around me
But don't know what i'm hidin inside me
f**ing hell nobody can find me
Wondering what's the meaning
Bully's don't see the bleeding
Don't even know its our soul they are stealing
Can't stop the feeling
Hoping i don't pop this evening
Scared of everyday
Hoping i can find another way
Was called gay
Every single day
4 years straight
The immense amounts it generates
Bypa**ing what a mind can take
They dont see whats at stake
Don't realise mistakes are made
Childhoods fade
(Verse 2)
Darkness all around me
Only one person understand me
Girl you know we won't be free
But we never seem to disagree
You and me
We'd go together like a cup and tea
It's hard to communicate the feel
Sometimes i am real
Sometime it's the only thing that makes me feel
Sometimes it's threatening to k**
Every possibility of acceptance
Keep thinking about vengeance
But it's not worth revengin
It's not worth never changing
Eventually all ends fading
Stuck with no chance of evading
The valley of meadows
The alley of shadows
Skeletons all stuck in my closet
Fill me in what was it
How does it feel
Everyday with a needle
Penetrating what's real
Or not i cannot
Tell whats what
Why do i have this confusing depression..
I dont know why
Stop...