[Hook]
Straight up (drop)
Straight down (drop)
In despair (drop)
I drown (drop)
Straight up (drop)
Straight down (drop)
Susie (drop)
I need you now (Drop)
[Verse 1]
I'm at the top floor trying to get to the bottom
Don't feel like walking, elevator's got some f**ing problems
Dorm room, door open, I just cracked a bottle
Drowning in my thoughts, dreams around me, wish I couldve caught em
Fire escape escaping me, regretting all my escapedes
Sins are crawling back on the back of a centipede
k** myself today, suicide end a k** streak
I can see the future and it's looking real bleak
Took so many L's in my life, my friends call me Meek
Walked into the street searching for a jeep, yall intervened
Looking down from the top, the streets are calling me
Its going down, drop my body off the roof like the beat
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I got ride or die homies, but they know I can't drive
Crash my first time so I never got my license
Sniffing ricin building up immunity, d**h enticing
Fighting for my life, but I'm losing the battle
Life is f**ed up none of it even matters
Suicidial thoughts and I'm trying to cut the chatter
Rappers only care about who's wallets are fatter
I'm tired of all these fake Waynes, Kanyes, Drakes, and Jiggas
Its me against the world and I wa a born winner
I'm waiting so long for the flat line to simmer
[Hook]
[Bridge]
I'm seeing blurred colors as I'm falling down
Hope there is no lake, can't swim, either way I drown
Taking a jarring journey to the underworld town
Still waiting on the moment when I face off with the ground