If I was just as saine as you little robots
I'd prefer to be shot
Induce me with the pain
Shoot venom in my veins...
I'm insane
Deranged,...
I need to maintain
The madness you call,...
Sadness...
Hatred like mine you don't want to be me
I'm on my knees laughing like a jackal as I spread my wings and fly praying for help,...
The world is f**ed up...
So i won't die and it is an abomination that is the story
Of my life
And why is it desperation that's always
Getting me by
With a hatred like mine it's
Unbearable to describe
I'm a danger to myself
And my angers got me strapped
In a jacket and most times and lately... I re-act to the fact that
It's all here to change me
With a finger to the
Face i stay the same me!!
I know my life is a disaster n'
I better straighten it out
Its stand tall or fall a
Victim of getting caught in
A spiraling of emotion that
I call.. devotion
And destruction of everything
And it's my fault..
I'm hoping to try more
Let's open up my door
And let'em know i'm
Bringing it back like an
Encore to my life................
I need you to be strong for me say your prayer everyday in my memory
I'm sure it's helping me to earn my feathers;to get some wings
And even though i'm gone and outta sight
Never worry about me i'm alright…
This isn't a road to a bottomless pit of my soul
Becoming half of the better damaged while
Some call it sick,deranged ,insane…
And sometimes i prefer it
Rather than that to be just labeled this plain
And play like some disfigured chess piece in life's corrupted game
Feel the sorrow life reached and so,accepting youth still wanting to grow and just let go
But the grips from the fingertips of insanity's overbearing hold feels airtight as if i need the jaws of life to come and cut me out of the darkness in an effort to shed light…
From the subject to the public the world can live without me
I still feel blessed inside to speak my mind and hope they will never doubt me…
(Ending Hook 2X Ending Fade Anthony Carter,Tayler Young,Robert Yager)
{I cannot - Get ahold of myself…
Just cannot - Get ahold of myself…
I cannot - Get ahold of myself…...|: