[verse 1: awake]
My life is what I said it is
Asleep like sedatives
So gone within the mentions list
Spit so venomous
Not resting till I ball
I fall into a mental fritz
Or all my friends find happiness
You weren't who I thought you were
Tales of love emerged
Don't understand why we dispersed
I'll just lay a verse
About how time has lied to me
The only time i've ever lived
Was k**ing me entirely
Through space and lines
You are my piece of mind
Within my dreams I find
That spark of light within your eyes
Back on 805 or taking in the scenery
Never could I express how much the f** you mean to me
[hook x2: awake]
The love i had somehow diminished
But that don't mean that i am finished
The dream will continue on
I guess its only me
Because now you are gone
[verse 2: awake]
I wanna skate but ill stay in today
Its clear outside but my mind is feeling drained away
All these thoughts got me stuck in a box
Why can't we talk
I've been meaning to get out
I can't
Stand why the f** this happened
Too committed to my dream
Boy all I do is rapping
Always up all night
Writing pages of songs
Till the breaking of dawn
All I wanted was to live my life happily
But all a sudden strikes tragedy
Your out of this world
I'm out of my sanity
You promised forever
But I guess it was a fantasy
Dream I endeavored
We're together in my memories