Hurting in the morning as I squint to see the clock
When I realize its too late now to catch up to the flock
Laying down again as if I was under a rock
I prepare myself to face them now as they begin to mock
Falling down I'm falling down into a f**ing hole
I need to figure out a way to save my precious soul
There's so much that I need to solve and so much I don't know
I need to clear some space so that I can start to grow
Suffer? No
Give in? No
Find a way for you to stay
Give up? No
Jump off? No
Hope is left in the day
In the arms of tragedy
I'll find a way for me to see
A way to fight anxiety
And follow my dream
If sorrow filled the largest sea
And I sank into the blackest deep
I'd swim until my eyes could see
A bright lunar gleam
Just try to pull my hopes down to your level
You'll find it doesn't help because you'll be a waste forever
Inside yourself you know your cure doesn't even work
Don't push the blame down on me
I know exactly where your fears lurk
I won't let d**h strike me down before my dreams are seized
I think I found a name that fits if you decide to fail so soon
Your nothing but snake spit, a poison that won't let me bloom
Id like you to put down that phone, just please leave me alone
I know now that this pain is gone today because you went away
I can see the sun beneath the clouds
So long I have waited for this day
Join me now to scream so loud
For this pain is no longer here to stay