A boy of anguish now, he's a man of soul
Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road
The years were cruel to him no
He won't let them go
Lays awake tryna' find the man inside to pack his bags and escape this world
I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen this coming
I've never felt so hopeless
Than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on
He wanted to change the world, to make it all worthwhile
So he put his pen to paper and poured out everything inside
He's read the scene and unpacked the man the he'd became
Slowly but truly on the fast track to falling into his grave
I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen this coming
I've never felt so hopeless
Than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on
I can't believe I've come so far in such short time
And I'm still fighting on my own
If I try to catch my breath I may never breathe again, so just know this:
I've never been so torn up in all of my life, I can't believe I let myself break down
I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen this coming
I've never felt so hopeless
Than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore...
I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen this coming
I've never felt so hopeless
Than I do tonight
No I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on
A boy of anguish now, he's a man of soul
Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road