[Verse 1: AnR]
Got so many gifts it's apparent
An orphan only wants one and it's a parent
Look at kids beside you
Only thing like family
Become competition in seconds
Was it wasted on me
Could I do more absolutely
Cause I believe it's possible by a human being
This is supernatural happens on every track
See our faults and our mistakes
Wet spots all on my pad
Thinking that this ain't for me
Why feel uncomfortable when comforting
Feel like a mess whenever rapping clean
And you hear fine but don't know this kid is kidding
Being me ain't that hard
Go off of what was just finished
If that's a scratch, gash
Then this is an incision
Not thankful for healing concealer on stitches
Like I can't see scars so guess their non existent
The missions not dead resurrect like salvation
Why one up someone looking at you from heaven
Been in skin and bones
Don't feel like not human
Never not bruise where I'm suppose to
And spoil everyday living no expiration
Waiting expecting, want change, so basic
Nothing special different something else
A pace more upbeat more my speed
Here's a chance to be me
More potential to fail being these human beings
[Hook 1: DnA]
I am a prideful, a selfish, bitter writer
A lover, a doer, a leader and survivor
Imma do it all wrong, Imma do it all back
Imma get it all on, Imma put it on wax
How will I word it, when I tell it back
All that happened or the way that I saw it
The things that I did or the things that I thought
That I almost died or that I'm still breathing
[Hook 2: AnR]
Caught on the exhale I need air for breathing for speaking the message
Delighted to carry it
Breaking down halfway
That's to be expected so many “I can't's" given to me by myself
By myself a loner, the focus on focus
Im focused on focusing on my emotion
I got it let's bring it out caged up ferocious
This story gets told as we live it in motion
[Verse 2: DnA]
Stutter when I talk, slur when I rap
Hard to understand, but that's how I am
Hard to understand, I am but a man
Like, like, uhh check it awe yeah
I know that my life is a blessing
But in depression and all of my stressing
I'd be lying if I said I never felt the obsession
To end this life I live, put a stop in the progression
I'm living two lives, both thrive, both strive
I'm praying that one dies, one time
Contemplate spinning my wheel so both die tonight
I'm a man made up of two minds, two sides
One talks it confident, so much it's repetitive
Refuses to live life trapped in the negative
The other wants to slip him another mental sedative
Give him suicidal thoughts with a note saying
Let it live, let it
Let it trip you out, rip you out, take all your attention
Sit you out, out of the game, out of the change
Out of making a difference, out of your ways
But right here, right now, I'm taking a vow
I'm making a promise to never give up on the minds like mine
God saved me at just the right time
So I ain't got it together, but I've got to give
Everything I've got, I've got to give
I was feeling worthless now I'm burdened with purpose
I thank God, He's where my worth is
So how far will I walk to deliver a message
How will I use the one breath I was given
Cause nothing can block me and God's right behind me
If d**h could not stop me, then what else can stop me
[Hook 1: DnA]
I am a prideful, a selfish, bitter writer
A lover, a doer, a leader and survivor
Imma do it all wrong, Imma do it all back
Imma get it all on, Imma put it on wax
How will I word it, when I tell it back
All that happened or the way that I saw it
The things that I did or the things that I thought
That I almost died or that I'm still breathing
[Hook 2: AnR]
Caught, on the exhale I need air for breathing for speaking the message
Delighted to carry it
Breaking down halfway
That's to be expected so many “I can't”s given to me by myself
By myself a loner
The focus on focus
Im focused on focusing on my emotion
I got it let's bring it out caged up ferocious
This story gets told as we live it in motion