Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I'm aloneI've got a migraine
And my pain will range from up down and sideways
Thank God it's Friday
'Cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays
'Cause Sundays are my suicide days
I don't know why they always seem so dismal
Thunderstorms, cloud, snow, and a slight drizzle
Whether it's the weather or the letters by my bed
Sometimes d**h seems better than the migraine in my headLet it be said what the headache represents
It's me defending in suspense
It's me suspending in a defenseless test
Being tested by a ruthless examiner
That's represented best by my despress...ing thoughts
I do not have writer's block
My writer just hates the clock
It will not let me sleep, I'll get some sleep when I'm dead
And sometimes d**h seems better than the migraine in my headAm I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
But I know we've made it this far, kid
Yeah, yeah, yeahI'm not as fine as I seem, pardon
Me for yelling I'm telling you green gardens
Are not what's growing in my psyche
It's a different me
A difficult beast feasting on lumbered down trees
Freeze frame
Please let me paint a mental picture portrait
Something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead
And it is a door that holds back contents that make. Pandora's box contents' look non-violentBehind my eyelids are islands of violence
My mind ship-wrecked, this is the only land my mind could find
I did not know it was such a violent island
Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions
They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin
And I know that I can fight it or let the lion win
I begin to a**emble what weapons I can find
'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta k** your mindAm I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
But I know we've made it this far, kid
Yeah, yeah, yeahAnd I will say that we should take a day to break away from all the pain our brain has made
The game is not played alone
And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it
And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone
[Repeat]Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
But I know we've made it this far, kid
We've made it this far, we've made it this