A new endless day opens before me
Once again I'm here to brood over
What it was that made me change my mind
And soon it strikes me, sweet sourness of a bitter thought
For whom, for what ...I made it all?
For whom, for what....I chose to change...the rules
For once
Freedom should have been and freedom was
Full accessibility and a right to dispose
A part of my sovereignty I entrusted
To the tiny striving creature
That I made to a new emperor
Emperor of toil
King of sufferings
Monarch of guinea-pigs
A test I carried out with you
But something didn't work
I strive to remember
A breaking dawn...broken down
In my blurred mind
Images alternate with sounds
My eyes closing, I wonder
What once was and now is missing
What I wish stays...and I wish restlessly
Created -consumed-replaced
I do and undo
Trying to remember (but it's too boring, too trivial)
If I had a goal (and that alone still bothers me)
A huge yawn swallowed the trick of a ba*tard maker
I can be accused of one thing alone: of playing eternally
Since eternal I am and eternal is what I make
If I want
A tricky demiurge
That's what I am
A flawed race
That's what it was
"Mankind" and "Earth" were the names I made up
Time for another game to play
Time for another game to play!