Sometimes I find my body slowing down
I try to tell myself he's not around
It's gotten harder with the thoughts now
My mother sells me words I can't allow
She cut herself up
And I can't believe how much I blame myself for the violence
I got so much love for my mama
She tried the best she could to hold our hands
While trying to keep out the grief by washing down pills with the bottle
Sometimes I find my body slowing down
I try to tell myself he's not around
It's gotten harder with the thoughts now
My mother sells me words I can't allow
Sometimes I find my body slowing down
I try to tell myself he's not around
It's gotten harder with the thoughts now
My mother sells me words I can't allow