(Verse 1: J-Alta)
It's like you always lose what seem to be most special
Uh, but you on the next level
I don't understand why, sh** feel like a cold case
But I ain't mad at God for taking you from this cold place
But why now, why now
He was such a good soul Lord tell me why he had to die now
Huh, uh, I mean what are you after
And it's like, no response be the deepest of answers
It's a cold world, & I ain't doing well
But you won't die in vain homie, know I won't fail
But still, they say everything happens for reasons
But what's the reason, for the purest to stop breathing
I'm saying though, got me praying though
Made me reevaluate, I ain't playing mo'
Hoping it ain't too late to be forgiven for sins
Just keep your wings fly, until i meet you again, now sing
You know…someone pa**..you start seeing s hit differently….hear me out tho
(Verse 2: J-Alta)
Let's make a toast for my people in the sky
Anybody you got watching from the sky
And somedays I can't help but wonder why
You ever had to say goodbye
Elle, I pray to God that you keeping your poise
I ain't ever ever heard so much pain in a voice
I so happen to be blessed to know that your heart is sincere
So me thinking of you hurt almost brought me to tears
Now listen, I'd hear the exciting tone when you'd would speak
Daddy's little girl, got a visit in a few weeks
But uh, what an interefenece, I wanan say
I understand, but I can't cause I never lost a parent, hol up
Uh, I wanna say stay strong
Be by your side and make sure that you stay calm
Cause I'm over here feeling, thinking that I'm tripping
If my father pa**ed today, would I care that we were distant
We would speak here and there, he would throw some money yea
But honestly, I don't even know the man well
I don't know what make em laugh, I don't know what make em cry
Cept when my aunt pa**ed, first time he wasn't dry
So, if he were to die, how am I to act
Wondering if it's too late to get this sh** patched
Damn, uh, talk about a stain
I would do whatever to take away some of ya pain
Word up, yea, maybe you ain't hearing it
But at least you utilized the experience
That's real, don't lose none of ya strength
I just hate that I never got to tell him thanks