The smell of whiskey strong on my breath
I'll never forget the taste
Of that skin on your neck
Well I'm staring at the moon
And I'm smoking cigarettes
Wishing you were here 'cause
I'm choking on regret
My head is so messed up
And I can barely get to work
Every day's a new reminder
Of how sh** just didn't work
Didn't work, didn't work, didn't work
I don't care about that sh** from the past
I just want you beside me when I can't rest
It just gets so goddamn hard
I just walk back to the bar
I still remember all the things we used to do
Like drinking Jameson
Not giving a f** what fell through
All those drunk and hazy nights
I wouldn't trade 'em for the world
When you told me that you loved me
Well I guess it wasn't true
Well I told you that I'd love you
Love you forever
Stand by your side through and through
Well I guess that didn't matter
'Cause when I walked inside
I read what you left me in that letter
Oh it says you were leaving together
And it just tears me up inside
I don't care about that sh** from the past
I just want you beside me when I can't rest
It just gets so goddamn hard
I just walk back to the bar