The shift of balance has put me in a comatose state desensitizing me day after day I watch myself detach in every aspect possible the isolation has never been more forceful my very existence revolves around distorted compositions and false judgement recklessness has become a way of life lodged into the deepest core of my being unexplainable anxieties the situational awareness more and more overpowering all the thoughts never cease to agonize you all mean nothing to me my obsessions have become my reality my mind has changed into an occupational hazard within me perceptions get twisted and turned compulsion take over it is like something is following my every move
and condemning them as they pa** by my demons are closely observant the silence as a requiem for the absurd a disillusioned mind overcome by chaos on the verge of total breakdown all the moral standards commonly seen as right and wrong vanishing into thin air disappearing without notion of former presence a new perception of self the silence as a requiem for the absurd a disillusioned mind overcome by chaos on the verge of total breakdown my very existence revolves around distorted compositions and false judgement you all mean nothing to me my obsessions have become my reality