I wish that I had known in
That first minute we met
The unpayable debt
That I owed you Because you'd been abused
By the bone that refused you
And you hired me
To make up for that Walking in that room
when you had tubes in your arms,
those singing morphine alarms
out of tune They had you sleeping and eating
And I didn't believe them
When they called you
A hurricane thundercloud When I was checking vitals
I suggested a smile
You didn't talk for a while
You were freezing You said you hated my tone
It made you feel so alone
So you told me
I had to be leaving But something kept me standing
By that hospital bed
I should have quit but instead
I took care of you You made me sleep all uneven
And I didn't believe them
When they told me that there
Was no saving you