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[VERSE 1]
Do you ever miss the person that you used to be?
Before getting used to being used and
Abused by the-
People that said they're not like the people that have done it/
Then went out and did the same sh** and get mad when you confront em?
I've been hurt so many times, I've learned to predict it
I've played so many games with these b**hes, that i learned to begin em
I didn't used to be like this, I grew up seeing peeps like this/
Now there's social media, and how the f** do i compete with this?
Posting all our problems knowing other people will read the sh** /
People wanting to come in between us and -only put their penis in
I've become keen to this, and I honestly I believe this sh** /
If you're not around me, i feel like you must be chillin with your secret then
Say you need some space, that's just an excuse to see him and/
On your knees or sleeping with, someone who only wants you PLEASING THEM
When you have someone who agreed to keep you when you REALLY NEEDED THEM /
"But it's not cheating if..." you can hurt someone and not be with them
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[Verse 2]
What I don't get is why people wanna play these games?
Tell you what you wanna hear, like why you say these things?
Why'd you let get me close to you, why not stop me from approaching you?
then leave me out the blue like, what I'm supposed to do?
Then I call your phone, or text asking what I did wrong/
While you're showing your next, like "he just won't leave me alone!"
I swear I feel like I need a lawyer before I start to date a b**h/
Like "these are the terms of the relationship", but even then I get a creative b**h
But I've grown accustom to the cheating, the lying, the games/
And i ain't saying any names, because all these b**hes are the same
And i really can't complain, it's a vicious cycle that I've entered/
A s*ut paved the way for me, now I put b**hes hearts in a blender
But it really doesn't matter what your reason is/
The damaged create the damaged and then it repeats again
A relationships defeated when Jesus isn't seen in it/
If s** is all you mean to them, why the hell do you cling to it?
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[Verse 3]
And i have no room to talk, I've got the same skeletons myself/
Years from now do you think either of us will care how we felt?
I know it's f**ed up, and maybe I do need some help/
But you take off your britches when b**hes hit below the belt
Get em, use em, hurt em, then i throw em on the shelf/
I never f**ed who you was thinking, I f**ed everybody else
b**hes act like they give a f**, and in return I do the same/
Facebook status all lovey dovey, but they never tag my name
You say you live in fear, because you've been hurt throughout the years/
You think i can't tell when you saying what I wanna hear?
Whisper sweet nothings in my ear, you're only f**ing here/
To f** me or s** me, s*ut let's make this stuff clear
They're all s*utty, money hungry, or obese and ugly/
That's why there's no lovey dovey, just suga mommas and f**in buddies
Trust me, rubbing and touchin, s**in and f**in/
If it wasn't for that and cookin, b**hes would be good for nothing
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