[Intro:CHL]
CHL
It's about to get real serious
[Hook:CHL]
Mirror Mirror on the wall
When I look into you
I don't see myself at all
Mirror Mirror on the wall
When I look into you
I don't see myself at all
Mirror Mirror on the wall
When I look into you
I don't see myself at all
Mirror Mirror on the wall
When I look into you
I don't see myself at all
[Verse 1:CHL]
Grew up
Idolizing and NWA
Lived the street life
Thought I would die that way
Twenty Three
But I say back in the day
Because back in the day
I used to get that pay
Everything was peaceful
Till I got kidnapped
Went and got that click clack
Ready to pull your wig back
Nine years old
And I am fronting with my tool
While all my cla**mates
Were out acting a fool
Playing B ball
Making all the shots
While two blocks over
I was running from the cops
My parents switched my school
For Security
So young
Wasn't ready for this maturity
Grew up fast
I was the man of the house
Before I could legally
Even have a damn spouse
Never thought
That I would make it this far
Thought I would be dead
Or either locked behind bars
[Hook:CHL]
[Verse 2:CHL]
Couple years later
It was all good
Hard work and hustling
Got us out the hood
Happy for a while
Till granny got sick
Then lots more emotions
Got thrown in the mix
Family fighting
Over Bullsh**
Love my relatives
But it made me sick
Meanwhile
Back at my mama's house
Abusive ba*tard
Trying to be her new spouse
Trying to be my dad
Like I don't have one
Pops worked his a** off
You a lazy bum
Only trying to be my dad
Because you were one
Till all three disowned you
You little f**ing scum
I was my family savior
Looked out for everyone
Trying to make peace
Because I was the only son
Never thought that the sinner
Would become a saint
Even god was surprised
Yeah he had to faint
[Hook:CHL]
[Verse 3:CHL]
Went away to college
Trying to be a better man
Work in music change lives
That was my better plan
Until I realized
The Awful truth
That lead me rapping
Here up in this booth
When you help them
The only time they care
You're just a piece of sh**
If you not there
After all I did for my family
They left me begging for change
That's insanity
Select few
Help me off my back
And I love them forever
That's a real fact
Started dealing again
Just to eat food
My cousin attacked me
Wasn't in the mood
And a few girls ruined my life too
No children
But I was supposed to have two
Went a little crazy
Talk about it next verse
Just know that this the truth
And the truth hurts
[Hook:CHL]
[Verse 4:CHL]
They say when you look in the mirror
Things are supposed to get
A little clearer
My life is foggy
Like I had a seizure
Because I have epilepsy
And it's not a leisure
Working hard
All these late nights
No sleep a trigger
So I'm risking my life
Search for happiness
In the wrong places
Do whatever drug I want
Ain't worried about the laces
Back when I was dealing
No high on the supply
Now I do a line of Coke
And I start to fly
Recognize the dangers
Don't care if I die
Recognize the dangers
Don't care if I die
When I'm sober
I start to think
I stare in the mirror
But I never blink
Got my eyes tested
Made sure that I could see
Because what I'm looking at
Is a different me
Mirror Mirror on the wall