It's like I look too hard for you
And I can't see the change
Never tasting perfect
It
You'll have to bleed for me
If you want me to stay
And subtract the pa**ion
From the pain
I need to die for this
I need to make this my last crusade
Because it's so mixed up
It's so f**ed up and deranged
Lost in a pa**ing thought
You've got nothing to lose
Except a portal to obsession and abuse
Was I still inside of you
When you told me
Not to continue
So why the f** did you lie
And take a piece of this mind
And build me up just to be let down
And walk around like you don't even give a sh**
You stand so close to the edge
You just might fall
I
Before you lose your sight
You'll have to bleed for me
So much more tonight
And I can never let you turn
Into light, so
Was I still inside of you
When you told me
Not to continue
So why the f** did you lie
You, you took a piece of this mind
And build me up just to be let down
And walk around like you don't even give a sh**
I was not to blame
For making you deranged and angry
I
And you must suffer worse
You've got me itching and scratching
At this rash you gave me through
Your weakness your lies your disguise
I sit alone and I wonder
Why I wait here in darkness
Watching for
The glow of your face
To turn from dark into light
Was I still inside of you
When you told me
Not to continue
So why the f** did you lie
You, you took a piece of this mind
And you build me up just to be let down
And walk around like you don't even give a sh**
Why did you lie, Why did you lie
Why did you lie, Why did you lie
I was not to blame
For making you deranged and angry
I
And you must suffer worse