Pretend it's okay,
I’m fine in all of your eyes.
I hide it so well
I fool myself sometimes
Living day by day
My whole life's been rehearsed,
To die or pa** away,
I forget which one's worse.
So, what gives you the right
To push me off to the side?
I've got a lot to learn as a man.
Do you know what it's like?
Can't even look in your eyes
Growing up didn't go as I planned.
I'm not a brave soul
And I never claimed to be.
Dilate my life,
Show what I want you to see.
Uptight & anxious
Feels like I've lost control
Someone take the wheel
I've already let go
So what gives you the right
To push me off to the side?
I've got a lot to learn as a man.
Do you know what it's like?
Can't even look in your eyes
Growing up didn't go as I planned.
I'm dying for the innocence,
That I can never, ever have again.
We're dying for the innocence,
That we can never, ever have again.
Never, ever have again.
So what gives you the right?
To push me off to the side?
I've got a lot to learn as a man.
Do you know what it's like?
Can't even look in your eyes
Growing up didn't go as I planned.