[TRINA]
I'm tired of all the happy men who rule the world
Their smile, their smile's their pedigree
They smile, but not for me
I'd like a chance to hide
In their world
I'm happy, but I'm not at ease with that whole world
There's trust–he lets me move
And lust–which I approve
I need those cra**
Indulgent stares;
He pats my a**
And says he cares
The smile will come at will
But still...
I'm not exactly happy
Though he's absolutely nice
And he caters to my family
Sometimes for a price
But he's co*ky and he's charming
Funny as the day is long
And he's mine
What's so wrong?
I'll be absolutely faithful;
He may go and play the field
I'll stay home and smile at Jason
All ambivalence concealed
He must tell me how he loves me
Make it seem like he's inspired
And I'll roar
Like I'm wired
I'll explore what I'm feeling
Accept what I'm feeling is tired
I'm tired
So tired of all the happy men who rule the world
I'll laugh–then watch us fade
I'll laugh, then fire the maid
I'm sick to try
I'm too prepared
I'm duly warned
And newly scared
My life is now on trial:
I smile