I don't mean to sound
Really mean now
But I feel like I could've done
Better than the place that I'm in
And if someone gave me a chance
To get the good things then
I wouldn't be acting like this
Dreams we could've been
I don't understand it
Someone tell me how this works
You could do the right thing
But still not get what you deserve
It bothers me a lot
And although I don't say the words
It just makes me want
To throw everything in the urns
What's the use of doing right
If you won't get rewarded for it this time
And you can see it in my eyes
You should've gotten what you wanted this time
Now I hate self promotion
Cause I'm not a fan of boasting
I've been working with patience
And I'm still not getting what I'm deserving
I wonder if this is some kind of trick
Cause now I'm not feeling it
I know that I'm supposed to get
All that I want