(Alexis)
Sipping, living, trying to forget you
I've been, looking out for everything that you do
Looking, waiting, searching for something
Anything, anything so I can blame you
But you know what I ask for
I don't know what anymore
Don't know what I want anymore
(The Lazarus Rocket)
I woke up to a brand new day
Put my mind in a brand new place
There's a world outside, and I'll make it mine once you get the f** up out my face
This ain't no RGF production
It's just me and my cuz, we in the basement making something outta nothing
Your life just pa**ed you by
There's a world outside with monsters, they scary
I know you want me to bury it all inside, just get by
Live my life, do my time
But I'm better than that
Rose from ashes and that
I thought I'd never come back, oh
Back to the sh** I swore I'd never start again
Back to the sh** I swore I'd never start again
I started again
(Alexis)
It's like I'm losing my mind
I'm up late a night, wondering what you're like
I sip til' the end of the night
Baby this ain't right
I really don't want to fight
It's like when you were mine
And I don't know what I want, but it ain't this
I know, you're the one that I miss
But baby you're like my personal poison
Slowly k**ing me with your kiss, please
Take me out of it
(The Lazarus Rocket)
Murder she wrote, we got a love crime, baby
Knows I'm out of control I need some down time
I fight my battles with bottles and let you out of my life
I knew that I couldn't follow
I knew I f**ed it up right and now I'm
Sipping, living trying to forget you
I've been looking out for everything that you do
Looking, waiting, searching for something
Anything, anything so I can blame you
But you know what I ask for
I don't even want anymore
Don't know what I want anymore
It's the same as yesterday, I'm running out of space
Oh mama don't you come looking for things you don't wanna find
I don't wanna go outside
I don't wanna go out
You can't find what you're looking for, leave me in the past, Leave your dirty notions at the door, I don't wanna fight
I don't wanna fight
I can't feel what I'm hurting for, leave me in the dark
Let the demons knock me to the floor, I don't wanna fight
I don't wanna fight, so I'm.....
(Alexis)
Sipping, living, trying to forget you
I've been, looking out for everything that you do
Looking, waiting, searching for something
Anything, anything so I can blame you
But you know what I ask for
I don't know what anymore
Don't know what I want anymore
(The Lazarus Rocket)
I find it simple to lose what you had
In desperation cling to the past
All of my lovers excuses, all of my lovers abuse
Spent time at the bottom and now I feel like a problem
Choking on smoke just to feel that high
But it burns a hole right through my mind knowing that you care but you can't decide
Do you even want me at all?
Do you even want me at all?
(Alexis + The Lazarus Rocket)
Sipping, living, trying to forget you
I've been, looking out for everything that you do
Looking, waiting, searching for something
Anything, anything so I can blame you
But you know what I ask for
I don't know what anymore
Don't know what I want anymore
Oh you got me bleeding out
Oh you got me bleeding out