When we first conversed it person
I acted surprised
As if I didn't already have her every detail memorized
Can't take my mind off that beautiful smile
She's a sight for sore eyes
And I've been tracking her for miles
So when I finally caught her attention for a minute
I was hoping that we might have some similar interests
But no, I'm into music
She's into the business
Regardless, I still snaked her phone for her digits
And I called her everyday after with no answer
I swear behind the dial tone I can faintly hear her laughter
It makes me sick to my stomach the way she turns a shoulder
On the one's who love her most
If I could only show her...
My friends keep telling me to just forget about her
But every time I close my eyes I hear the voice louder
Screaming in my ear
It's telling me to never quit
I'm everything she's ever wanted
She just doesn't know it yet
So when I followed her home from work that one day
I was lurking through the subway until she caught my gaze
Recognized the situation, hastened her pace
And ran this footrace to the front door of her place
Now I see her peeking at me through the curtain
I'm perfect for her
She's perfect for me, I'm positive, I'm certain
This wasn't the exact reaction I'd expected
But it's also not the first time I've been reduced to begging
So "why are you doing this?" I scream at the front door
"I came to give you everything and this is what I get?"
Blinded with rage and no real grasp left
I put my fist through the gla** and let myself into her nest
Screaming "I'm not crazy, you're just too damn beautiful!
Tell me what you need and I'll show you how I'm useful!
Tell me why you're running, I'm not here to abuse you!
I can't take rejection! I need your approval!"
I pursued her down the hall to her room
Calling "Mercy! There's money in my purse! See?
Just please don't hurt me!"
Well honestly, I didn't come to commandeer your currency
Call it common courtesy, but I am not a common thief
Currently I seek the kind of energy you're harvesting
Harkening a part of me forth to absorb nourishment
Head back, neck snap
Flesh spread across chest
Maw split, open breast
Sipped her up in one breath
Fell into a black abyss of rap battles and cannabis
Never to be seen again by family, friends, or relatives
Forever, she will remain restless in my abdomen
Clawing at the ribbed cage perpetually contracting