[Verse 1]
Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes
Sometimes I forget I'm alive
I feel it coming and I've got to get out of its way
I hear it calling and I come cause I can't disobey
I should not listen and I shouldn't believe, but I do
Yes I do
[Chorus]
She turns me on
She makes me real
I have to apologize
For the way I feel
[Verse 2]
My life, it seems has taken a turn
Why in the name of god would I ever want to return?
Peel off our skin, we're gonna burn what we were to the ground
f** in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around
I want to k** away the rest of what's left and I do
Yes I do
[Chorus]
She turns me on
She makes me real
I have to apologize
For the way I feel
[Bridge]
And nothing can stop me now
There is nothing to fear
And everything I'd ever want
Is inside of here
Oh, inside of here
[Outro]
Now I just stare into the sun
And I see everything I've done
I think I could have been someone
But I can't stop what has begun
When everything is said and done
And there is no place left to run
I think I used to be someone
Now I just stare into the sun