Part 1
Yo yo, whats up? this is as loud as it goes? Yo it's John Ciggs the suburban kid. At this point I want to thank Cousin Frankie for giving me the platform to rap on. Yo it's just inside I feel like I was dying, and I looked around and I did not see one soul crying
Verse:
I've been searching, i've been lurking for some purpose
Ive been frozen in this ocean, is it worth it?
I've been focused on the motion but i'm slowly loosing focus
And I gave it all it's worth and now i'm worthless
Screaming curses downing chemicals and potions
Cousin coming with that potent, should I smoke it?
I feel the urges, I see Satan in these churches
And i'm burning with the verdict that I'm hopeless
Eh am i hopeless?
I've been giving all it's worth, and now i'm worthless
Eh am i hopeless?
Cause I've been smoking chemicals and potions
I think i'm hopeless
Part 2
Verse:
Grab the *School bell* and then I breathed it in
I've been doing good for long I think I need some sin
Just to balance out my weaknesses
My vision's getting hazy dawg
The medicine is seeping in
So i pa**ed it off
And then I pa**ed a cough
The same cough that get Dennard going astronaut
I fear I'm lost, a fear of getting caught
Got my thoughts running back and forth
Cross like olympic sports
So I lay back
And feel the world spin
I'm feeling kinda free but still I feel I'm in a whirlwind
How long's it last?
How long are we gon pa**?
How many chances do we have?
And will we do this till the world ends?
Member?
Our vision was enhanced and we thought it was the man
Who got a glance of the stash
My heart was racing fast, when I saw the light flash
When in fact it was security, wanting us to scram
Now tell me was that happenstance?
Me and my brothers blessed at the circumstance