You remember
That day in december
I walked by you smiled
After we reconciled the cold
Meeting of our eyes
First time i brushed by your clothes
You didn't know it it but inside you left something so
Low
And I can feel it
Eating up my pride sure you could almost see it
If you only looked deeper I could make you believe it
Eyes filling with fear as my skin turns anaemic and my soul
Closes
Heart beats but with slow pulses
Time freezes as mist filling the scene is
Making it hard to breath in
And I believe in trying to hold it together
But something in me is leaving
Or left
I see you leaving
At best i really don't see the meaning
Cause we ain't exchanged names
Hope I haven't been misleading
Cause something about the way you look at me feels demeaning
Whats the reason
See growing up where I did
Its hard feeling your always being reminded
Your different
If i could only make you see me how i did
I can't
I'd show you my heart if I could find it its missing
Cla** controls admittance
Only gla** between divisions
But even when its clear outside inside it isn't
And you could let me in
If you were just willing to listen
I'd tell you the whole truth let you touch my intuition
But you'd only tell me that its different right
See I see that written in your visions eye
Your all alike like you and I
Except you don't see my side Right?
I tried to fight it but lets leave it where we choose to lie
Walk away I'm 'a let you think I chose this life
Its all the same just another day looking though the panes/(pains)
Be sure to let me wash away before you know my name