[Intro: AK Kapone]
Ha
Y'all don't know the sh** that be going through my head
Real sh**
RaraTuff till I go
[Verse: AK Kapone]
Heart full of stone
Damn
Im on my own and I swear sh** ain't been the same ever since Rogerick done been gone
sh** been crazy as the f**
And now I just feel all alone
And this sh** crazy we just talked and had just got off the phone
Then Rashad had tapped my line
Said you shot and dead and gone
Now I'm thinking what the f**
Don't know the sh** going through my dome
I ain't even been the same but sh** I know you looking down
Its RaraTuff until the d**h of me
To my n***a Rest In Peace
Rara I really miss you n***a
Wish I was with you n***a
Aunt Teresa really hurt
Wish she could hug and kiss you n***a
Ever since you been gone its like you living through your sister n***a
She been down in school
Member days that she was with you n***a
Now my head f**ed up
Never will I forget you
Then them n***as tryna diss you
To them pussies hope lord with you
Everyday that I wake up
I think bout dollars, bout my riches
Thats that sh** that you had taught me
So a n***a gots to get it
And I ain't stopping til I make it n***a
Until I make it n***a
They shot you, they k**ed you, cause they was hating n***a
And they be talking like they with you
They the fakes n***as
Ha
Mane I hate them n***as
And so much going through my mind
I can't even explain
Sometimes I wake up in the morning and this sh** go through my brain
I think bout Rogerick all the time
And this sh** drive me insane
I be like Ra this and Ra that
I swear sh** won't be the same
n***as wanna diss on you so f** them
They gone get what they deserve
And I don't give a f** if they gotta get flatlined on that curb
Imma young n***a
All that talking sh** thats for the birds
Just sit back up-up there in heaven
And just sit and just observe, Watch
Yeah
And thats my word I never let you down
Mane
I swear to god I never let you down
So much thats going through my mind
My head been spinning round
sh**
But I never let these n***as bring me down
You told me grind
Cause this sh** be my lil exit ticket
Ha
I swear I wish that you could exit with me
But this sh** crazy
Boi I know you in the sky
Tell my granny I said Hey
And tell Uncle Tim that I said Hi
I sometimes wanna break down and cry
I swear Ra
You don't understand
Everyday I look up to the sky
I know that you ain't with us no more
And I still be asking why?
But auntie told me things happen for a reason don't question god
But I still don't f**ing understand
Why they took my n***a
Only 23
Trying to be a f**ing man
And I ain't saying you innocent
But you had a f**ing plan
And what them n***as get out of all this sh**?
Just a f**ing band
Damn
They took my n***a dawg
Mane
They took my n***a dawg
And that p**y n***a that was behind the trigger dawg
How a p**y n***a k** a real a** n***a dawg?
Mane
I don't understand
Granny told me just pray
And I don't understand
I wake up everyday trying to just understand
But sh** crazy
Why they take my muthaf**ing mans?
Ra
Why?
Why?
Why?
I be asking why
I look up to the sky and reminisce all about Ra
Damn
Why they take my n***a?
Why?
[Outro: AK Kapone]
Mane
To my big bruda Rogerick Ladon Jenkins bruh
Somethings we never gonna understand I guess
sh** just always gone have to roam through our head and we always just gone be asking god why huh?
Why they take my dawg huh?
Why they take my thug?
Why they take my big bruda?
Why they take my cousin?
Thats just sh** I don't understand you hear me
Mane
But I know thugs make it to heaven to
sh**
Young n***a with a good heart
Esp sh** you hear me?
Mane
Watch over me, watch over your cousins, watch over your granny, but watch over your mama and your lil sister most of all
They need you
We all need you
But they need you the most
Your daddy miss you
My OG miss you
All your cousins miss you
sh**
I don't understand big bruh
But you know till the day I go I got you
RaraTuff Till The d**h Of Me