This is not who I am, I'm still hiding
I'm waiting in my own reflection
Hands shaking with anxiety
Heart beating out of time
Only I can hear my breath at night
This is not who I was hoping to become
This shell of a man
This dark exterior given to
Stormy moods and quiet, lonely tears
This is not who I was hoping to become
This shell of a man (My Hands are shaking with anxiety)
This dark exterior…
Only I can hear my breath at night
This is not who I was hoping to become
This shell of a man
This dark exterior given to
Stormy moods and quiet, lonely tears
Steal this night from me
Take it and make it your own
These are not the nights I wish for
These nights are cold and unrelenting
These nights are depressing
These nights bring knives
So as they can carve themselves into my memory
Leave me here alone
k** the breeze on your way out
And let me ferment in my own self-pity
Let me ferment, let me ferment in my own self-pity
These are not the nights I wish for
These nights are cold and unrelenting
These nights are depressing
These nights bring knives
These nights bring knives
Leave me here alone…
Leave me here alone…
k** the breeze on your way out
And let me ferment in my own self-pity