It seems a lifetime
Since feeling alive like once before
Determining I will forever suffer
Condemned to walk the earth
Devoid of that which matters most
Undeserving of the warmth of another
Release me now, cannot relive this nightmare
Free me of this hell, believe me now
Will not conform to evil, belay my torment
Past indiscretions have unleashed
Affliction bearing down
Greatly deafened any sense of comfort
As time progresses
The terms of struggle have been accepted
Reversed the remnants of my invocations
Let them go, be no more
Moving onward, leaving the past to memory
With open arms I hold on to the moment
Building something to live for
May it not be in vain